Blog Tour: End of Summer by Michael Potts with Excerpt and Giveaway

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Today’s stop is for Michael Potts’s End of Summer. We will have info about the book and author, a great excerpt from the book, plus a great giveaway. Make sure to check everything out and enter the giveaway.
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A young boy. An old man. And a journey of the heart.
A middle aged man, Jeffrey Conley, has obsessive interests, including a
fascination with death and the process of dying and a fetish for the
sound of a woman’s heartbeat. His wife, Lisa, encourages him to get
help. His psychologist diagnoses him as having Asperger’s Syndrome, a
mild condition on the Autism spectrum. When his granny dies, Jeffrey
returns to Tennessee for her funeral, and then walks the same field
he walked with his granddaddy as a child. On that cold, late November
day, Jeffrey walks toward The Thicket, an outcropping of trees and
vines from the woods adjoining the field that crossed the fence and
are invading the field. In that special place he and Granddaddy would
sit and talk as Jeffrey swung on vines or sipped cola. The middle
aged Jeffrey looks back to that time, to the summer of his ninth
year, an idyllic year and a terrible year, a year of joy, a year of
loss and grief. Will Jeffrey Conley be able to discover and
understand his struggles by this journey back into his past. While
remembering Sunday dinners with relatives, hunting rabbits with his
granddaddy, or visiting the town square, Jeffrey rediscovers pain and
the worst loss of his life. Will he be able to make sense of his
life, his past, his obsessions, his faith? Or will he sink into
despair, The Thicket becoming a place of pain rather than redemption?
That is the fundamental problem of the book.
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Selection from End of Summer, Chapter 6 (in part)

I liked to hear Brother Noland’s sermons best when they focused on Bible heroes. I always enjoyed the stories of Old Testament heroes, especially the battles between the good prophet Elijah and Ahab, the wicked king of Israel. I would shiver at the story of Naboth’s vineyard. I did not know for sure what a vineyard was, but I saw it was something that the evil king desired. I imagined Ahab’s wicked wife, Jezebel, nagging Ahab, then whispering in his ear, “Don’t worry about that vineyard. Just let me take care of it.” I felt fear when Brother Noland spoke of Naboth’s arrest and of the liars hired by Jezebel to accuse him of cursing God and the king. In my mind I heard Naboth’s cries as he was murdered. I was glad when God sent the prophet to tell Ahab he would die and dogs would lick his blood. However, Ahab repented and God told Ahab that bad things would happen to his family – but only after he died. I always wondered if maybe God was too merciful to Ahab.

This Sunday’s sermon was not to be about an Old Testament hero after all. Brother Noland began in a tone of voice that made me shiver.

“If you died today, would you be ready to face God in eternity? One day, you will die – this is a certainty. Not one of us will leave life alive. When Judgment Day comes, will your name be written in the Lamb’s Book of Life so you can enter into heavenly glory? Or will your name be missing? What a terrible thing it would be to fail to hear your name when they read from the

Book of Life! To face eternity without God, to be without hope, to be lost in hell forever!”

I usually liked sermons about hell. I found them exciting – like horror movies. I wrapped my fingers around the edge of the pew as Brother Noland continued.

“How long is eternity? It’s hard for our minds to follow. Imagine that the earth and sun are solid balls of steel. Imagine that an eagle flies constantly to and from the earth and sun. Each

time it reaches the earth, it brushes a wing against the earth. Each time it reaches the sun, it

does the same. Now the eagle’s feathers aren’t really hurt by all this, but they wear a little

scratch of the steel away from the sun and earth every time! The time it would take for that

eagle to wear away the earth and sun is nothing compared to eternity.”

I listened – transfixed. Until now, my sense of time and space had been limited and

circumscribed. About the longest time period I ever thought about had been summer vacation,

and distance was either measured in tilled acres like Granddaddy’s field, or in the time it took

to get to school in Gilead or else to ride to Randallsville. The geographical limit of my world

was the Sears store in downtown Nashville. Going there was a voyage of adventure.

I shivered in my seat, even though the seventy bodies in the building had made it warm

despite the squeaky air conditioner. I felt constricted, as if I were smothering. The immensity of

eternity was like a weight, the steel sun and earth crushing me. I felt my small size, my short

life. The lives of others grew smaller, too, as did the things I thought were permanent: the

house, the field, The Thicket, the earth itself. As these thoughts ran through my head like a

rabbit, I tried to stop them. I focused on Brother Noland’s eyes.

“Do you really want to spend eternity in hell, in a place prepared for the devil and his

minions? Imagine the hottest heat you’ve felt on earth. Take a stove eye. Imagine you turn your

stove on high, until the eye turns bright red. Then take one hand, hold the other hand with it

against that stove eye. Feel the searing pain. Listen to your hand sizzle. Then turn it around to

the other side, do the same. Repeat with the other hand. The agony you feel is a small pinprick

compared to the pains of hell. The pain of your sizzling, swollen hand will stop one day. The

pains of hell never end. Trillions of times hotter than the sun. Darkness all around. Demons

taunting you. And eternal regret. You’ll know you could have followed God, could have been

baptized, could have become a faithful Christian, could have gone to heaven to be with God

forever. But now you can’t! Not now! You’re lost, lost, lost for eternity.”

Brother Noland never raised his voice. He sounded like the calm of the sea. Yet I found that made the message more frightening. I held my hands over my eyes, which I shut as if squinting to avoid the light of the sun. That made things worse – I felt pulled into darkness and saw a demon face with thick, leering lips sneering at me, its razor claws coming to cut my face before throwing me into eternal flames. I opened my eyes, focused on the schoolhouse lights hanging from the ceiling. Their warm yellow light calmed me. I was just a boy and had not yet reached the age of accountability, the age at which you had to be baptized. Most people figured that was about the age of twelve. When you reached that age, if you died without being baptized,

you’d go to hell. No exceptions. But I was nine and should be safe for a while. If I died, I would

go to heaven because I did not fully understand right and wrong. At least that’s how Brother

Martin had explained it in Sunday school class.

I thought about Granddaddy. He was lucky. He waited until he was sixty-five to be baptized. He did not die first and go to hell. I was grateful that Sunday when I witnessed Brother Noland lower Granddaddy into the water, then raise him up, dripping wet, out of the baptistery.

Granddaddy was safe unless he sinned again. Even then he could ask God for forgiveness. I

hoped that he asked God for forgiveness whenever he was mean to Granny. I could not bear the

thought of Granddaddy burning in hell.

Brother Noland gave the invitation for sinners to come forth during the invitation song. “If there’s anyone here is not a Christian, you should believe with all your heart that Jesus is the

Son of God, repent of your sins, and confess them before men. Then you should be baptized

into Christ for the remission of sins, and you will be a new child of God. If there’s anyone who is

a Christian who has fallen away, we invite you to come forward and confess your sins so we can

pray for you. Whatever your need, won’t you come forward as we stand and sing?”

We all stood, stretching our legs to the sound of opening song books. Brother Martin began singing the words, and I sang along. I loved the first verse about judgment – the second verse was about heaven:

There’s a bright day coming,

a bright day coming,

there’s a bright day coming by and by.

But its brightness will only be for them who love the Lord:

Are you ready for that day to come?

It was the third verse that reminded me of the sermon’s end and made me want to scream. I almost did. Words struck with the force of fear itself.

There’s a sad day coming,

a sad day coming,

there’s a sad day coming by and by,

when the sinner shall hear his doom, “Depart, I know thee not;

are you ready for that day to come?

I was about to leave my seat to come forward, but I caught myself, recalling that I was only nine and not old enough to sin.

Still, God’s all-seeing eye seemed to be everywhere. I wanted to hide, to play outside for a while so I could avoid God’s fiery glare. I felt as if God were waiting for me to sin before killing me. Then he could send me to hell. Maybe I would be one of the eternally damned.

What about my mama and daddy? Did they curse God just before the other car hit them? If they cursed, they did not have time to pray for forgiveness. And if they did not have time to

pray for forgiveness, God would not forgive them. Unless God forgave every one of their sins,

they would go to hell. I remembered that Brother Noland said in another sermon that it was

wrong to assume that God would forgive someone in an accident who didn’t have time to pray.

I read most of the Bible and knew what God did to sinners. God told the Children of Israel to stone a man to death who picked up rocks on the Sabbath Day. I figured that was kind of unfair. Not only would the man suffer when the rocks hit him; but, when he died he would go to hell. Later, in the New Testament, Ananias and Sapphira had lied to God about the amount of

money they gave the church, and God had killed them both. I figured they went to hell too.

It seemed so easy to get to hell and so hard to get into heaven. Didn’t Jesus say that the

way was narrow? What if Granddaddy died and went to hell? What would I do? I thought about

that, and figured that if I saw Granddaddy falling into hell on Judgment Day I would do

something bad right then and there and go to hell myself. I would not want to be in heaven for

eternity without Granddaddy. Then I was scared God would be angry at me for thinking such a

thought, and I wanted to go home and hide under the covers.

I felt better after the invitation song. No one had come forward today. Most of the time,

nobody did. It was time for the Lord’s Supper. That, at least, was a break. Several men from

the congregation assembled in the back of the church, then walked to the front. They stood

behind a long wood table loaded with metal trays. Some trays contained what I had always

thought were Saltine crackers, although people called them “unleavened bread.” The men

would then distribute the trays row by row to the congregation. Church members would break

off a piece of cracker and eat it. I did not understand what they were doing or why I was not

permitted to partake. Only those who were baptized could eat the crackers. I figured that was

good in a way, since my mouth was already dry.

The men returned to the front, replaced the small trays, and distributed the big trays filled

with tiny cups of grape juice. A man would pray for “this cup, the fruit of the vine, which

represents Christ’s shed blood. May we partake of it in a manner well-pleasing in Thy sight.” I

wanted to take one of those cups and drink, but I knew I would be in bad trouble if I did.

After that, the men took two bamboo baskets and passed them out. Aunt Jenny gave me a

quarter to put in the basket. I would hold the quarter flat in front of my eyes, where it would

shine like polished silver. I liked the “clink” it made when it fell into the basket full of dollar

bills and change. I calculated how many tiny tootsie rolls a quarter would buy. Then I thought

about Sunday dinner. My stomach growled.

It was finally time for the closing prayer. After the prayer, I quickly moved outside to shake Brother Noland’s hand. I didn’t have time to play with the other children on Sunday morning because the service ended after twelve noon, and Granny was not happy if the roast beef

dinner in the oven burned.

I walked to the car and waited for my family members. I got inside and sat in the back seat. I was glad Uncle Lawton had parked the car in the shade. It was hot enough in the car without the sun cooking it. When everyone else was finally in the car, Uncle Lawton put on the air conditioner, and once we were on the road, he lit a small cigar. In the enclosed space I felt as if I were about to choke, but I knew it was no use to ask Uncle Lawton to stop smoking. Aunt

Jenny said, “Jeffrey, why don’t you crack your window just a little if that cigar smoke’s

bothering you?” I did, and it helped some.

We pulled into the gravel drive and parked under the Kiefer pear tree where a swarm of

wasps had congregated to enjoy the fallen fruit. Stepping carefully to avoid the wasps, the

whole family went inside as the screen door slammed shut.

Michael Potts has taught philosophy at Methodist University since 1994. A
native of Smyrna, Tenn., he received a B.A. in Biblical languages
from David Lipscomb University in 1983, a M.Th. from Harding School
of Theology in 1987, a M.A. in religion from Vanderbilt University in
1987, and a Ph.D. in philosophy from the University of Georgia in
1992. He is the author of Aerobics for the Mind: Practical
Exercises in Philosophy that Anybody Can Do(Tullahoma, TN: WordCrafts
Press, 2014) and has co-edited an anthology, Beyond Brain Death:
The Case Against Brain Based Criteria for Human Death, published by
Kluwer Academic Publishers in 2000. He has twenty-five articles in
refereed scholarly journals, nine book chapters, six encyclopedia
articles, nine book reviews, and ten letters, including one published
in the New England Journal of Medicine. He also has over fifty
scholarly presentations, including an invited presentation at The
Vatican in 2005. He has written three novels, End of
Summer (2011), Unpardonable Sin (2014),
and Obedience (2016), all published by WordCrafts Press.
His poetry chapbook, From Field to Thicket, won the 2006 Mary
Belle Campbell Poetry Book Award of the North Carolina Writers’
Network, and his creative nonfiction essay, “Haunted,” won the
Rose Post Creative Nonfiction Contest the same year. He has also
authored Hiding from the Reaper and Other Horror Poems. He
enjoys reading, creative writing, vegetable gardening, and canning.
Potts, his wife, Karen, and their eight cats live in Coats, N.C.
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One Reply to “Blog Tour: End of Summer by Michael Potts with Excerpt and Giveaway”

  1. Julie Bickham says:

    Looks like its going to be a interesting book.